What should i call it?
Somebody said that friendship is the first step to true love,but nobody indicated that love could also end true friendship. Friendship is something which brings two people together and love brings two souls together.If we try to mix up both,we will end up in losing the people and the soul. Thats what happens to most of the people out there. I am also one in the league.
The day i saw her didn't make much of impression on me.She was like the last choice on the earth i could make. But as the days went by gradually and we got to know each other,i became sort of magnetised towards her. Yes,unlike poles do attract each other. And as usual we took the first step and became friends. This went on to have endless chats, sleepless nights, sticking to phone 24*7 and many other things by which I got boycotted by my family and they got to know that I am in the hands of someone else now. Slowly but surely we became best of friends,THE SECOND STEP. This is that point in your life where I was stuck in a turmoil deciding my feeling towards my so called best friend. A point where I fell for her.This is the juncture where a stride forward could make things awkward and a stride backward would have left us both in a vexatious position.
Howsoever,I gathered some courage and one day i did what i should not have done. I said those three enchanting words of love, and this was the day i got committed only to her.This commitment meant that my mornings should start with her and should also end with her. This is the stage where your friends also realise that i am not going to be with them anymore and if i am,i am going to come in a package,what we call as a couple. As I progressed in my relation with her,i couldn't realise that i am degrading my other relations,relations with my friends and family. My relationship lasted for 3 years in continued fractions of break up and patching those things up. The phase where we decided to part our ways and move on in life.
Does life ends here?No, this is where a new lap in your life starts. After a few ounces of persistent drinking and round the clock listening to downhearted songs, we again find ourselves in the first stage of this vicious clock of love. Should i say that the past was just a small circuit or a never ending lap?
